Life will never be easy, but it’s ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL!

 

to: sarwito

“WOW, NOT A PLAY……..

the things that makes me admired to mr smiling face (i never find his picture mrengut) was his way of life. how to life EASY… just like the book BEING HAPPY that he had recommend me to have it. bY reading this blog, reminds me a lot of thing that we share together, n sometimes i jealous, how can he make this blog so interesting” (Sarwito)

 

I’m just smile reading your comment on my previous posting.

You may be right. But just let you know how I can be like what you said.

I’ve once climbed the mountain – real climbing and it was the first time, first experience! I’ve just thought that climbing the mountain was so hard! And it was really hard! But before I went to climb I have set my mind that I wanted to try how hard it was. Yes, the first step walking through the pathway to the top made me desperate. But the calling of my challenging spirit kept me walking and walking, even in small step by small step.

Across the blackened of the forest I tried to enjoy the journey… it was hard really… however the harder I tried to enjoy I the more exciting the journey! And I found that it was the most wonderful journey I have experience.

The excitement turn the blackened forest and the mist became beautiful.. my eyesgradually getting used to see in the dark, and it was O.K even I didn’t use the torch.

When the pathways started to the uphill of course the journey getting harder and harder, then I turn back my sight over there to the downhill. What a beautiful horizon there were! Million twinkling lights from the town all around the downhill sparkling through the fogs! The cold wind blew my face just like the touch of the heaven breeze. My body frozen not by the cold of the wind but I’ve just realize how wonderful the sight from the top of the mountain!

The next early morning! I was waken up by very cold wind blew thru all over my body.. I was trembling.. I tried to fight against the cold.. I took some water and wash some parts of my body.. and the wind seemed getting harder. Then I have prayed .. I felt my body getting warmer then I called my friend to have pray too.

The sun light slowly turn the sky brighter.. and I still enjoy the movement of the sun and throw my sight over there… far away downhill .. once again the joy of the beauty rush to my heart… again-and again.

When the time to go home was coming and the journey to the downhill began then I knew that it was not easy too… still I was hard to control my body so I can’t get slip every time I step my foots.

The blackened forest turns bright. The sun light sparkled among the woods. That was beautiful! The fragrant of the natural wet trees and the leaves and the dews was also raise my excitement of the journey..

When the journey got near and near the village and along the pathways the farmers greeted us warmly, once again I feel it was really beautiful life!

Now, every time I see the mountain, I still can feel the excitement.. I can feel the beautiful sight over there in the top of the mountain … and every time I remember that.. It refreshes my mind.

So I just want to tell you.. I have come to my deep thought that the life just really the same.. as you climb the mountain. It’s must be not a mountain if you never feel hard on your journey to its top.

I also to tell you, that I also feel what others feel.. sometimes I feel that my life was so hard and even frustrated and tiresome.. but it’s the journey! The journey to find the beauty of the life!

I only thank to Allah, that HE still always gives me the consciousness to everything I experience. I know it’s not easy, sometimes just like walking through the darkened forest in the hard rain! Very hard! Yes, sometimes I just want to stop the journey.. I know it’s the time for me to take some rest.. to collect the energy … just lay down my head for a moment.. just to sharpened my will.. and then slowly wake up and make little step again.. one step.. two.. and the next.

It’s the time I learn to be wiser, wiser and wiser.. as the time goes by and then I turn my sight backward I find that what I have experienced was so beautiful..

Now, it always bears in my mind every hard step of the life – it must be the beautiful sight waiting me the next.

Every single problem just only teaches me thousand wise. The only thing I have prepared is how much patience to bear for learning from every single problem. 

So, Sarwito – it comes to my belief that life will never be easy but it’s always Beautiful.

And thank you any way – for reading any posting I made here..

 Have nice reading..

Wish you be all luck!

 And to all of my friends – thanks for the lessons you give to me..

I always believe that you have contributed so much in coloring my life – even you feel nothing you have done to me –

Thank you!

I miss you all!

 

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Lawang, 26/02/2008

@ 11.59 PM